VEE

When you come to me, come correct. Not this high-school-I’m-gonna-text-my-feelings-to-you bullshit.

When you speak to me, speak like an intellectual. Don’t talk just to talk. Substance is essential. Otherwise you’re wasting your time and mine.

Don’t run around actin’ like you ain’t trippin’ over the loss of our friendship when I know DAMN well when it comes down to it, I’m gonna be the one you come to when you need someone to listen. Yeah, I know you guys can talk up a storm, too. Can’t NOBODY do it like me. Get that right.

Get your life together. School or job. One, the other, or both. SOMETHING that shows me you’ve got something going for you. Even if you don’t pursue anything like that, show me you have passion towards something. Some productive. You love music? Do something. You love cars? Do something. You love collecting stamps and coins and all that? DO SOMETHING. Show me your ambitions. Show me you care about your future if you’re trying to make yourself a part of mine. Yeah, I can dig the guys who live carefree but … honestly, it’s not always like that.

Don’t act like you’re high and mighty just because you got a dick and you can stick it in any girl you like. That may be dope to other guys, but it’s straiiiiighhtttttt jank to most self-respecting women I know.

Start kickin’ it with people who will respect me. They talk shit, you stand up and get ready to fight because that shows how much respect YOU have for me. Oh, you don’t care what they say? Then you don’t care about me.

I want to be a part of your life, not another part of your life. I wanna meet your friends and get to know them. Not so I can have your shit on lock, but so I can get to know and love them like you do. On this same point, I want you to be able to kick it with me and my friends. They’re good to me, they’ll be good to you. I pick a good group of people to kick it with and I can only hope you do the same

Im so upset that i didnt get to go today and buy stuff. Its soo disapointing ! But whatever i got to hangout with my sisters and caught up with them. We had girl talks and just vented to each other. Since everybody went to vegas. We had a slumber party hahahah ! It was a fun night.

I dont know why i want to be your friend so badly. And why is it that i miss you so much. I know i should be over it. Crying myself to sleep last night and thinking about you was not the last thing i wanted to end my day with. I dont know how ill take it but all i can do is be happy for you and i guess accept how things will be. And i know that ill get over it and just move on. But atleast theres one person that makes my day (: